Requiem of the Spirit

A requiem: any musical service, hymn, or dirge for the response for the dead. I have been dead longer than you all think. Dead without you. (some of the lines in this garbage heap are from the movie "A Knights tale", good movie, bad paragraph lol)

I have been dead here without you. I have been dead here without you, and you, and you. I have been dead without your warmful embrace, your saving touch, your voice I cherish so much. In short I have been dead because you are not here, mind, body and soul. It is strange to think that I haven't seen you seen you since a week, a month, a few days, ever...For I have seen the new moon, but not you. I have seen sun rises and sun sets, but nothing of your beautiful face. Now hold on to your hats its going to get mooshy. Without you i have been dead, I miss you like the sun misses the flower, like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter, instead of beauty to direct it's light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me too. See that is life, that is life as we know it. For I am dead without you, this is my life. People like me were not meant to have people like you, and for that I am forever dead, but never dead. Do you see? For I am cursed with wanting you, but cursed with never being able to have you. Because it was your God or someone else's God, who made people like me, people like me to hold up people like you. But never to have you, you see? Cuz thats life, life or something like it. But how can life mean anything to someone who is dead. Dead without you.