Happiness Hurts, she repeats the cycle of 2012 anew...

Trying out a new format, more true to the actual thought process.

You see her with someone else

Smiling a different way

Than she ever did with you

You see her with someone else

The one who gave her more trauma

Than she ever did with you 

But now you bleed regret

The one who gave her more trauma

Now stole those moments from you

But now you bleed regret

That she never shared them with you

Now stole those moments from you

The kiss and the dates

That she never shared them with you

For fear of getting attached

The kiss and the dates

You wanted to give them to her

For fear of getting attached

She ran away

You wanted to give them to her

Give her the dream she wanted

She ran away

And life sounded like dream pop

Give her the dream she wanted

Of a caring guy with a big heart

And life sounded like dream pop

The happy kind

Of a caring guy with a big heart

She twisted it deeply

The happy kind

Of deadly torture

She twisted it deeply

And once she left her impact

Of deadly torture

She blew a kiss and a diss

And once she left her impact

She came back to that abuser

She blew a kiss and a diss

To anyone else she had met

She came back to that abuser

And let him take your place

To anyone else she had met

They couldn't compare

And let him take your place

Apparently he had some big heart too

They couldn't compare

To someone who got a personality transplant

Apparently he had some big heart too

But all you and I saw was it was fake

To someone who got a personality transplant

But only she could see it

But you and I saw it was fake

An act to win her over

But only she could see it

As a meaningful beginning

An act to win her over

Just to tick you off

As a meaningful beginning 

To the ultimate screwover

Just to tick you off

They kissed at first glance and fucked soon after

To the ultimate screwover

To tear you up inside

They kissed at first glance and fucked soon after

That was farther than you had been

To tear you up inside

To make us want to scream

That was farther than you had been

Your world had crashed

To make us want to scream

Every time we saw them

Your world had crashed

Our sky seemed torn

Every time we saw them

We hoped it would be the last

Our sky seemed torn

You were barely holding it together

We hoped it would be the last

Time before it ended

You were barely holding it together

Wishing you'd enjoyed

Time before it ended

Back when we were beautiful

Wishing you'd enjoyed

The meaning you once had

Back when we were beautiful

Before the intruder stole your princesses and your queen

The meaning you once had

Was less but meant more

Before the intruder stole your princesses and your queen

You thought of it as nothing

Was less but meant more

Once you saw what could be

You thought of it as nothing

But secretly it was invaluable

Once you was what could be

You wanted it that way

But secretly it was invaluable

To see you be jealous of him

You wanted it that way

It was nothing but a heartache

To see you be jealous of him

It was nothing but a mistake

It was nothing but a heartache

Cause he took her

It was nothing but a mistake

To want to tell him that

Cause he took her

And she was actually happy

To want to tell him that

She deserved to be sad

And she was actually happy

With the attention

She deserved to be sad

But needed to be wished well

With all the attention

She had never felt it before

But needed to be wished well

And gain experience

She had never felt it before

Though other guys touched her paralyzed skin

And gain experience

She said he was the first

Though other guys touched her paralyzed skin

She felt nothing more

She said he was the first

The way he made her want him

She felt nothing more

Than joy around him

The way he made her want him

Seemed unhealthy at times

Than joy around him

Was pure ecstasy

Seemed unhealthy at times

But if it worked it worked

Was pure ecstasy

To have the feeling of being loved

But if it worked it worked

No matter how upset you were

To have the feeling of being loved

Have you ever felt that before

No matter how upset you were

It seems there was nothing

Have you ever felt that before

Where gold was worth dust

It seems there was nothing

Where dust was worth gold

Where gold was worth dust

And yet you were okay with that

In a world of attraction

You were a moth to a flame

And yet you were okay with that

When your wings burned off

You were a moth to a flame

Smiling a different way

Her sadness cures the pain

Happiness