Once In A Blue Moon

a letter for a former love
written using words and sentences from a text exchange
jumbled and rearranged in a new order of chaos. Since that is what you
love more than anything, certainly more than you ever did me.

so it goes existence is pain and adulthood requires so many tears
still i keep finding myself in pockets of time where i'm genuinely happy
it's appalling really the blue moon hangs from the sky saying

i am here

against all expectations an accumulation of setbacks in the forward march of

time i am here and so i must tell you what i could not tell you with as

much sincerity as i can muster; you feel like home, it wasn't a lie then

and it still remains true even after having lost naivety around love

i really did love you

i hope your heart is well

at least for tonight and tomorrow