Same Direction

I am feeling this again, again and again. Seek and yee shall find? What a load. I have seeked and i have found something, pain, suffering, mindless thoughts, nightmares made to reality...it all comes back to mind. No matter where i turn, i always find my mind wandering back in the same direction of those forbidden thoughts, forbidden because they are right, and people don't want to believe them. And for once i wish i wasn't right because just the thought kills me to know that...nm. Just think next time you say something that you know in your right mind you are not going to do, think of what you say before you say it, think about if you don't say anything what damage that might do. It might and most likely will prove that we are all heading in the same direction, strait to hell.