Insanity

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results....

Then why do we do the crazy things we do? And more importantly, does trying mean I'm crazy? I would like to think no, but the more i look at it, the more i am compelled to think that maybe just maybe i am...maybe the things i do are insane. I have heard the saying that hope is just the denial of reality, i don't want it too be, but the more i hope, the more i try...the worse i fall. And the funny thing is i keep getting up, so whats the crazy part, me hitting the floor as par usual, or me getting up?