What about me?

Do you see the characters in the show? Do you even see the show? One says yes and the other says no. The true choice is to decide which voice in your head you wish to keep alive. Even in my madness I know you still believe your false hopes and dreams all such silly trife when matched against my own agsnt. Yes mine, mine alone, my only. This time it is of me. Not others. You can't change that for even you do not believe I am totally selfless, I can't be, no longer. What a beautiful painting I would be...A masterpiece. Paint me on canvas so I become what you could never be...Perfect. I dare you to prove me wrong, it was foreseen and foretold by the one who sets me free! How dare you even consider my notions being wrong! For they have always led to strength and understanding. How simple, how truly magnificent. Me...Is that what you want? How silly. Maybe now you will see, maybe now you will see what I can be what I have become, even tho it is still becoming you will see now more than ever that I can be what you want for that is all I ever wanted, to be in your sight, to be in your mind other than how I didn't match up or how I wasn't good enough. And you cannot deny my destiny.