Ashes to ashes

Have mercy goddess, unfit to even be cinders so it is that ashes seeketh embers. But when two ash become one, perhaps they can burn away the rot. 

Have mercy goddess. This rotten ash has been here for a long time. Growing unabated, ever churning. Bred from hate and pain, but sadly seeking the opposite. But what is this I see? Another Unkindled? Perhaps the advice was true, that two of the same wipe away the rest? Remarkably similar perhaps she yearns for warmth as well? Ash seeks embers that's why our desire for warmth is so keen. So perhaps together we can burn away the kegare which is almost suffocating at this point. I find it odd the even though she seems to be ash such as I she retains purity through being like flowing water (very Shinto). For flowing water cannot stagnate, it cannot be a recptical for kegare. Which in its own way is what I have been trying to do for so long yet failing. Simply fascinating. Purity through strength it seems, because throughout all the trials faced she remains moving, flowing, therefore pure. Cut from different cloth obviously but never letting doubt cloud the waters as it seems. Perhaps the kegare can be washed away. Regardless of the circumstances. The old world should be burned away to make way for the new, a clean slate as it were. So let the advice hold true, and have mercy goddess. The depths of her soul knows no bounds and it with that I have finally found a light through the fog, one could call it hope. Hope that the cracks could be shored up and make a heaven here away from rot and decay. It has been such a long time... and I am terribly frightening of timidly rotting away. Like those fools on the "outside"...