Morbid

Everyone has a morbid side to them, and with that they have different definitions of the word too, this is mine and what others have thought of the morbid behaviour i have...

Morbid, what a strange word. We all are morbid in our own way, just differently and to different degrees. Most people think morbid is getting enjoyment outta blood, gore, disturbing images and what not. Me? it's solitude, not doing anything, no change. Or could be insanity, doing the same thing over and over again expecting different resualts. Maybe it's what others have pointed out the most...wanting something that doesn't exsist, wanting something that i will never have, wanting something that isn't there, isn't real. This i believe is true, because if you think about it, i have always been chasing something that will never be, praying to something that doesn't exsist, wanting things i will never ever have. Thats my morbid, and if you don't agree with it, just stop and think about it, just look at my life and expierences and tell me thats not true. I know what your morbid is about, it's about thinking something about me that isn't true, underestimation is half the crime. SO when it comes to stuff like this, i am never wrong. Cuz just think about it for a second. Who would know MY life better? Me? or you? Ya it took me awhile to see this, but thats my morbid, thats how morbid i am. Once the paper is crumpled it is never the same you know?