Lust

Just when I thought things couldn't get worse, I just had to see you again...

My God i forgot what it was like to be with you, what it was like to spend time with and see what I was missing. And it is painfully obvious that it was by his hand that you came to your earth to show us what beautiful is was and will always be. You are just everything I ever ever wanted and my heart screams that I want to be with you, every time I see you, or even when I HEAR of you. It's sick, it really is to think someone as God like as you, even talking to a...a...thing like me. For you are too beautiful, too beautiful for me apperently. But hey thats just life.