Missing you

the most painful thing in life.....

They say the the worst way to miss someone one is when you are sitting right next to them and you know deep in your heart that you will never have them, you will never be with them. Some times it is unbearable. I see you in my dreams, but not in reality where I need you the most. Not where my heart needs you. For everyday it aches just to see you, just to be with you, just to hear you breathing.... See thats all I need, is to be some what with you, it doesn't need to be much, you don't even need to remember my name. As long as I get to gaze upon your face and see the beauty which god himself gasped at when he made it. Because no matter how much you think you are not worth that worthless guy you adour, or that asshole who you love so much, you will always be something to me, you will always be the bell of the ball, the apple in my eye. Sorry there is no escaping it... I love you, Ti Amo V