Pain unimaginable

God it hurts, it hurts like no other. And you all don't see it, or wish too i can't tell, nor do i wish too. It's pain like any other, because it is straight from the heart of another to mine. I have thought this over, i love you so much i can't even describe it. I see you in my dreams, around me all the time, in everything i do i find myself looking at you in some way shape or form, and THAT is what hurts, because i can't forget you. I can't forget the pain it caused when i liked you, when i loved you, and that fact that i still do and probably will forever yet be unable to be with you and have you. It's pain like no other, and there is no pill for it either, i just have to stomach it like i do everything else that happens. Just know this, i love you, there is nothing i can do about it, i am sorry thats just the way it is. Trust me if i could change it i would, but i can't. I guess it's true what they say, the pain of the first cut hurts the most. (i changed that bit so i wouldn't get sued lol, but you get the message)