Enter the Becoming
The time has come, the change is undeniable...Non abbastanza buono...
Every breath I take changes the thoughts flouting around in my extremely confused skull. But this is nothing new, is it? Like I said I am confused. But that will change! Just like everything that I am going to burn away, it will change. My mind is still so lost but finally has seen more than most believe, I have seen that I must change. And not just a little, EVERYTHING MUST CHANGE. A canvas must be swept clean of the previous works for the artist to begin anon. And new flowers cannot be grown where there is no room correct? Then this must be done, I must be made clean and new. The canvas will be wiped clean of the mistake that once filled it's eternal neutrality. For it was this artist which has shown me everything! But unwittingly shown me that I need to change, because I myself have deemed this painting a failure. So the becoming has begun, for everything must begin with something correct? So enjoy the failure you see before you, for it is the last time this weakling will be visible to world outside. What am i becoming you ask? Very simple, 伟大红色的凶暴的人. For it is the only form to take will be worthy of the respect and awe that i crave, now more than ever. You rightly tremble before me, but it is not fear that you owe me, you owe me awe! And one day i will collect, that day is coming, make no mistake about it.
Every breath I take changes the thoughts flouting around in my extremely confused skull. But this is nothing new, is it? Like I said I am confused. But that will change! Just like everything that I am going to burn away, it will change. My mind is still so lost but finally has seen more than most believe, I have seen that I must change. And not just a little, EVERYTHING MUST CHANGE. A canvas must be swept clean of the previous works for the artist to begin anon. And new flowers cannot be grown where there is no room correct? Then this must be done, I must be made clean and new. The canvas will be wiped clean of the mistake that once filled it's eternal neutrality. For it was this artist which has shown me everything! But unwittingly shown me that I need to change, because I myself have deemed this painting a failure. So the becoming has begun, for everything must begin with something correct? So enjoy the failure you see before you, for it is the last time this weakling will be visible to world outside. What am i becoming you ask? Very simple, 伟大红色的凶暴的人. For it is the only form to take will be worthy of the respect and awe that i crave, now more than ever. You rightly tremble before me, but it is not fear that you owe me, you owe me awe! And one day i will collect, that day is coming, make no mistake about it.
posted by Iudex Yasha at 12:43 AM
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Well the way i see...you have it all wrong...nothing must change...you are, have been, and will always be you...and no matter what..it will creep up on you no matter how much you want to change. And you seem to think the problem is you when in reality it's the complete opposite...it's everyone but you. You have been shaped into the person you are for a reason...and maybe you're just being impatient. Hope is something i live by...well not even that really because i have faith..and i'm not scared...one day i will know my purpose..as will you. The biggest thing i've learned through heartbreak is that in the end it's just you...at night time you only have to face yourself...therefore i completely think that in order for you to be a believer..you have to believe in yourself first.
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