Took The L

in this gloom
with frozen fingers
making out my face
i see myself
abandoned in endlessness.
without you, im lost in the world
which we created for ourselves

Pain is such a certainty
that you stop thinking about it,
when it comes,
how badly this time.

i guess im tired of talking about hope
ive learned that doves and ravens fly the same
but suddenly she's all i know, an old refrain...

sometimes
things are just taken away
and people more so,
for how we stop valuing
something when we have
far too much of it.

but if there is one thing
i have learned through this hell;
no mourn can bring back
the dead from the grave,
no ache would give back
what you once had.

i met you through me.
no wonder then
why i am so clueless
now as you are gone.