It's Just You

When you leave,
take your memories
with you.
i do not wish to live
knowing what could
have been

i lie when i say i dont need you. i lie when you are leaving and i tell you to not miss me too much. i admit that i need you and i always will. We have been the center of everything my life has achieved as without happiness, there is no success. My walls speak of you like you are their color and they have been left lifeless without your soul in them. Yes, i am capable of letting you go it that is what you need but i do believe that we are worth a shot. Actually we are worth as much effort it takes to get where we want to. Darkness tries to take me away but our memories hold me in our light. i do not want that light to diminish but i will gracefully accept darkness as my life if you do not wish to be a part of the light that saves me everyday. Accept me as i am, i am as you want. Hold on to me regardless of what i say, i do not wish to hold on to any other light that isn't yours. My words crave for your body in their scriptures like the oceans crave depth in their existence.