Headless

We are bound to our surroundings
we are the reality around us
brought low we embody shame
made to swallow the most bitter of pills
again and again
the unjust live high and happy
and poison is all i have to drink

i'm falling to pieces
or have already fallen
time has no sway when one is rotting
inside and out
an invisible repugnance that drives all away
a headless corpse that wanders and yet is not lost
no matter how i wish it so.
on and on and on it will go.

My identity was ripped from my hands
my dreams
my hopes
i fell and fell and fell and fell
still falling
still rotting
while the villains laugh and play
i wander headless and endless
headless and endless
the world of the spirit
dark and decaying
without ego or name
invisible to most
a ghost without a bed sheet
anchored to a reality that was not of my choosing
what a sad pathetic ending