Sometimes I surprise myself...

Too smart for my own good. I saw it, then lived it. I turned a blind eye but it still comes back. Just another one on the ever growing list of failures. No more tho, now, more then ever will it be change. Bottom to top there will be nothing left of this nothing wanna-be. We are dirt, we are alone, we are very far from sober. Look closer, are you like me? Are you...Ugly?