Begin again

If at first you don't succeed...

Third time is the charm. The only reason we fall is to pick ourselves up. You have heard them all before. Those silly little rhymes that are almost as hard to do as they are to listen too. It is only when you do fall that you look and see that the only way is up. I have been blind, I must admit. My head needed to be shook. I am waking one minute at a time. I see the path clear, for once. I will no longer chase dreams out of my reach. I will no longer want things I just cannot have, or be something I will never ever be. This will of course take time, pain goes away. Time heals all wounds and crap like that. But I can't help but wonder if I really want these wounds to heal. Most yes but yours are the sweetest I have ever had! Some don't even call them wounds. You have shown me so much, given me so much to live for it's unbelievable. I need you so much! Now more than ever. And yet from all sides I am shown why we can't or shouldn't be together. I hate it! ALL OF THIS IS FOR YOU! I began again, crawled from the pit a broken man for one simple reason...You...