Because of you...I am free, such a brand new feeling

"the most important words in life are: lie, cheat and steal. Lie with the one you love, cheat death and steal the heart of the one that makes you happy" - a movie but ya I can't remember lol.

You mean so very very much. Look into that blessed mirror and believe it. You may be how many miles away but remember this: because of you, I am free. In more ways than one you showed me that be the slime I was, it wouldn't cut it. Now I look ahead and only smile for I know that only brighter skies are ahead. I have found the real. You make me feel alive, you have opened the door to my freedom of this prison. Like those before you, you have shown me the light but every blessing has a price. You have shown what it is to love, but we may never be. You yourself said it. Only I wish I never heard those words leave your lips. Why? Simple, what would happen if your world was torn apart from you in one simple breath, one little birth of light. But I stay strong, even if only for the silly hope that one day the barriers that you feel will someday be lifted and I may repay you with all that I am. But I suppose my heart can hardly break, it wasn't whole to begin with...Such a pity. But enough of my strife against god and all his creations. For he has set the world against me, but with the help of those around me, I will win. And even if I don't, why live in a world that we may never be, such a hell that would be I could not describe it. For the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them, or knowing those you would die to be with will never be more to you than a name. So if I die and go to heaver St. Peter I will tell, one more lost lover reporting sir, I've spent my time in hell. For life's but a walking shadow, a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage, and then is heard no more. I love you so very, very much. Yet how sad is it that I spend my time dreaming dreams that will never come true...