The blank canvas

The slate is clean, I am finally ready to begin the true becoming. Do you know what that means? That sniveling worm you knew and deep down hated is GONE! FINISHED! NO MORE will I be labored with the very memory of failure, pain and worthlessness. Forever more the only way is up, the only way out is through. Even saying these very words brings tears to my eyes, just think of it! Never more, never again! Only purity and light from here on in! I have finally paid my price of pain, blood, sweat and tears and more will be paid but at least I will know that HE is never coming back. I made sure. From here on in it this voice, this person, this life that you will be seeing. And be wanting or wanting to be. For once in my life, I feel...Free...