Ignorence is bliss

Damn this all seeing eye. Damn this intillect that allows me to see the truth. See through the lies of who and what. It has shown me things i never want to see. To see that it is not where you come from and not what you are but where you go, how you affect those around you. I hate it to no end the pain i see, not only my own but that of others who i cannot fix. I wish i was one of those dullards you see in the street. Oblivious to pain heartache and suffering. When will it end? How? Simple: CHANGE! Don't be blind to it. Believe it. Live it. I am not good enough. Yes your god gave me a purpose. To show you what the lowest looks like and then to show you with enough drive and tenascity one can change what he is and make those around him proud. Mark my words when i get done people will be forced to have only two choices. To WANT me or WANT TO BE me. Plain, simple, no exceptions. I have had very much enough of not being good enough for your eyes . I have done it all. My mind is in the midst. And it is only a matter of time. Please if you read this, do not judge. For in the end you may not know the person you are judging in the first place. don't have pity, don't have anger. Just believe, help and fear. In most cases ingnorence to some things is bliss, there are things you don't need nor want to know. If you do wish to know about this, i believe i have proven myself in with the very words i write and what i have written before. Just believe and awe, and do not turn and hide away from those you nothing about. Becuase in the end you might just find out alittle more than you bargained for.