Thursday, September 22, 2005

There Came a Great Dragon Also...

Man and nature, always in a struggle to not only survive but to see who has the control of the other. Sometimes in the words of William Blake man like a great dragon, power and prestige, laying waste to the frailness of nature as if it were a frail little child, or a women clothed in sun. What he also speaks thou in his revelation series is that man always struggles for perfection, genetically, mental, physically. This is what I strive for, the perfection. The dragon is just a focal point, not an entity that I fear. How dare you even suggest the stupidity of such a question. It is merely a focal point for all the anguish that I have unrightfully suffered. It merely helps me become. And that is the point that I have tried to live out in all the other blogs, but few have realized it, or wanted to. I wish I could have shared this creation in spoken words but speech is never a reliable indicator on how one writes; you never know. Well I have tried to share my revelations with those who I thought would listen but yet again I was shown that those who I thought worthy were not and those who are blew me out of the water with their knowledge of the problems of perfection and how to become perfect. I would still love to share the my art with one who I think still deep down would understand that people are not flesh and blood but water, air, fire, earth. Elements to be molded. What element are you? That is something that you will have to find out on your own. We are balloons of color to be burst, to be changed and molded to visions around us. Visions of thought and voice. I truly believe she could comprehend what I am trying to do, for not only her but everyone around me! And how ironic is it that I whether their jeers and smirks and looks of disgust and superiority like a scuplter bears dust from the beaten stone . The becoming is in full swing, first my mind was to change, the body will be last. For it is the body that will halt the looks and glances of those around me. It will be the body that will fit the mind in it's greatness. It will be her who can understand what I am doing! That my body is nothing but breath and light that will fuel my radiance. And as the Blake stated the obvious in his passages, "immortality will come to such as are fit for it." I will be fit for it come hell or high water! I will make your god who left me unfinished and weak regret that I had to work to become as great as I will be. He will take notice of my radiance when I have become a masterpiece of flesh and steel, bone and machine. He will regret he ever left one of finest children out in the cold of this forsaken wasteland. He will then welcome me in open arms as he finally sees the error of his ways, and I will finally be at home. As all those who haven't given me the time of day, it will finally BE my day. All those who have thought I was nothing will get a rude awakening. And you around me will have two choices, to see my glory as it becomes, or be forced to see it in the end. And like I said, those who don't see it will have a rude awakening, very rude. So I suggest you read the words found here and rejoice in the becoming that is my greatness. Rejoice and be happy that god's mistake has taking life in his own hands, crafted them and become the very essence of greatness. Finally fit to sit at his table in his kingdom and be like all the others who have been given their immortality where is I had to make it. I am fit, willing and able. Such is life. And there came a great red dragon, who slayed the women clothed in the sun for the radiance she stole from him, it was then and only then that dragon was appeased. When his greatness was given back in furious anger. And there was peace.

-many sections of the following are from William Blakes poems, writings, and other works. I thank his memory greatly for understanding the significance of direction and perfection.

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