Child of a nightmare...The manifesto of sorts...
When will I wake? When will the nightmare end and the dream come true? Why is it that every prayer sent up is fallen on deaf ears like my agony is nothing to those more attributed to there cause? Like the meteor showers of endless beauty, there and gone like it was never there before.
Revelation: And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven and did cast them down to the earth... My doing in another time, I must see and remember. Do you feel privileged? To be face to face with me? Man to man? Haha You use that expression to imply frankness, my friend. I appreciate that. But you see I am not a man. I began as one but by the grace of your god and more by my own will, I have become Other and More than a man. You say that you are frightened. Do you believe that god is in attendance here, my friend? Do you want to understand what I am? You say that I, who see more than you, am insane. I, who pushed the world so much farther than you, am insane. I have dared more than you, I have pressed my unique seal so much more deeper into the earth, where it will last longer than your dust. Your life to mine is a lug track on stone. A thin silver mucus track in and out of the letters on my monument.
I am the Dragon and you call me insane?! My movements are followed and recorded as avidly as those of the mighty guest star. Do you know about the guest star of 1054? Of course not. Your listeners follow you like a child follows a slug track with his finger., and in the same tired loops of reason. Back to your shallow skull and potato face as a slug gallows his own slime back home.
Before me you are a slug in the sun. You are a privy to a great becoming and you recognize nothing. You are an ant in the after-birth!
It is in your nature to do one thing correctly: before ME you rightly tremble. Fear is not what you owe me thou, you and the other pismires. YOU OWE ME AWE!!
When I can wake from such dreams of that, then peace finally will be at hand. I wish only to hold you, to see you smile not at me acting like a handicap but because you see my greatness and just love the site of it. I want only you in the end, the change it all happened when you inadvertently opened my eyes to see that to have you, more than one thing must change. It all must change, then and only then the nightmare will end and like a fairy tale will my dream come true and I will finally be worthy of your love and presence. How I dream, it will be glorious...Do you dream much?
Revelation: And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven and did cast them down to the earth... My doing in another time, I must see and remember. Do you feel privileged? To be face to face with me? Man to man? Haha You use that expression to imply frankness, my friend. I appreciate that. But you see I am not a man. I began as one but by the grace of your god and more by my own will, I have become Other and More than a man. You say that you are frightened. Do you believe that god is in attendance here, my friend? Do you want to understand what I am? You say that I, who see more than you, am insane. I, who pushed the world so much farther than you, am insane. I have dared more than you, I have pressed my unique seal so much more deeper into the earth, where it will last longer than your dust. Your life to mine is a lug track on stone. A thin silver mucus track in and out of the letters on my monument.
I am the Dragon and you call me insane?! My movements are followed and recorded as avidly as those of the mighty guest star. Do you know about the guest star of 1054? Of course not. Your listeners follow you like a child follows a slug track with his finger., and in the same tired loops of reason. Back to your shallow skull and potato face as a slug gallows his own slime back home.
Before me you are a slug in the sun. You are a privy to a great becoming and you recognize nothing. You are an ant in the after-birth!
It is in your nature to do one thing correctly: before ME you rightly tremble. Fear is not what you owe me thou, you and the other pismires. YOU OWE ME AWE!!
When I can wake from such dreams of that, then peace finally will be at hand. I wish only to hold you, to see you smile not at me acting like a handicap but because you see my greatness and just love the site of it. I want only you in the end, the change it all happened when you inadvertently opened my eyes to see that to have you, more than one thing must change. It all must change, then and only then the nightmare will end and like a fairy tale will my dream come true and I will finally be worthy of your love and presence. How I dream, it will be glorious...Do you dream much?
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