Beyond Comprehension

It took me 18 years to figure out what it takes most men 40, I am somewhat proud...

When most men hit that magic age of 40 or so, they usually come to a conclusion about their lives. It took me to the age of 18 to figure it out and I am nearly 19 and I figured out what many do not understand till they are in their death beds staring at the ceiling everyday. First of all, I am totally and completely alone, and forever shall be within the confounds of the dark void which is my mind, and that i can die before the time i see fit. Nearly19 as i said before and i figured out the ultimate truth, not only am i only and can die, i am already dead...and i died alone. Such a pity. Now those who read this will most likely not understand this until their chosen time, mine was now, yours will be then, don't judge this for it. And don't bother to argue unless you already comprehend this and everything about this. I do. Thats why i can talk about it. Comprehension is what leads to the stoppage of ignorance. Don't ignore this, use it, believe it, live it.