Take a minute, just to think...

I miss you, no other way to put it. The days are long and with only myself in my head I can't even begin to think. It is frustrating that all the care in the world hits a wall and bounces back and unfortunately proves what I have been saying for ages. I am not meant for peace, obviously. I want to be proven wrong, so incredibly it hurts to think that I can't be with you in any form. But not by my choosing, oh no. I have hurt you and for that I am sorry, I can't apologize enough. Please come back. I need you so much you have no idea. I have tried to Live Strong but without the person who got me out of that bed I am doomed repeat this roller coaster of inhuman torture. I mean every word I say so please with all my heart, come back. I need you now more then ever, he is stronger than anyone, including myself, believes...