An Angel in Hell

How ironic, you look upon me and label me an angel, little do you know...I am an angel in hell...

Pain, unimaginable, horrors unthinkable, visions unbearable. Welcome to the life of an angel who cannot be with the angel he desires. That is hell, and most people have no clue what its like, and those who do hide it to save face because they know they cannot let that hell out. THAT is why things must change, THAT is why i must have the canvas wiped cleaned, and THAT is why i am going to be something that the angel needs, wants and desires. Because this hell? I can't live in it any longer, i am dieing, i really am. But thats hell! I am dieing and i am dieing alone. So if i have to die in this hell, the one choice i have is whether i will do it alone, or do it with others. I choose to have some company. I...will...NOT...die...ALONE!