Recognize the clarity from within
Can you see me? Do you care? The world which you know is changing, for the better or the worse i do not know. But i am, can you even tell? Do you want to is probably a more accurate question. I suppose not, because of how low i started out i am thinking. I could be wrong and i would love for you to show it but people dont always get what they want. All i want is for you to see this! See this change that i am doing for you. So you will not only look in my direction, but look in it with awe and wonder at how amazing i am, not at how low and pathetic i am compaired to you. But see this and do not tremble, do not hide away. Because i have said many times, you rightly tremble before me but it is not fear that you owe me...you owe me your awe! See this and be at peace because until you do i will never be at the peace i need to be in. Not until the change is done and i am worth the gaze unto which i long for...
posted by Iudex Yasha at 2:03 AM
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To be at awe could mean a million different things...i could awe you for your shoes or clothes or something totally superficial...but obviously that is not the awe you wish to obtain. So in asking for someone's awe you need to ask yourself what you desire to be awed for. Because in the first place i'm already in awe with the fact that you have this amazing talent to express yourself in a form of abstracted poetry...but that's not the only thing you are good for. Maybe you simply haven't looked hard enough to see that people already do look to you in awe...of your talents...humor...and simple selfelesness. That's what i find most unruling about this whole thing...the viscious cycle that whirls...but usually in the wrong direction...the people you want to be with don't want you and vise versa. But in the end you must think that maybe there is even the slightest chance that someone out there is feeling the absolute same way as you are at this exact moment...i suppose that's where the irony in life is. Life's cycle can only be explained simply as poetry...but i'll tell you...in this huge poem...there truly and honestly is more to life than love.
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