Fallen Angel
Fallen unto the pit of pain and regret what is one to do? Look unto the light that shines above, to want to become something else, to want to BE something else. Something that isn't in the pit and does not have to deal with the pressures and the pain of that horrible place, that horrible state of mind. Do not deny that I am not what you seek, one need only look and listen to decipher the truth about your likes and dislikes. Remember I am no idiot of the masses, I can think, listened, and adapt. And that is what I am doing, I have thought, I have listened, and now I am adapting to this hell that I have been thrust upon. Maybe someday I will be thought of as a martyr of some fallen faith, where I will no longer thought of as a symbol of weakness, but where I will be envied for the things I say and do, and looked upon with reverence and awe with the very look of me. And so we shall say that the wings will grow back, they can only stay burnt and singed for so long before things begin to heal, well skin deep I suppose. Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail and so we go back to the remedy. Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie and tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me".
posted by Iudex Yasha at 12:11 AM
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From the bottom of the pit the only thing you can do is look up...because you already feel so low that there is no fathoming any lower. To BE something of not yourself but something made up in your head is not real. It's not something you can go to bed at night saying you will do the next day then wake up a changed man...unfortunately life simply is not like that. And how can you even say that you are not what she seeks, when you yourself know that you hadn't the courage to even ask her...there are always exceptions to likes and dislikes...the spectrum is simply too large for a person to actually say they only like blonde's or blue eyes...there's more to it than that. I think deep inside everyone is looking for that angel to lift them up and take care of them forever...so even you cannot deny that you are wanted. Your desire to be someone's angel has already come true...you simply can't see it yet. Now it's time for you to open your eyes because i've said this before, but to humor you i will say it again...you are envied for the things you say and do. So as you wait for your wings to grow back, never give up...for you are already an angel...and you are being taken care of.
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