The Haze of the mind...

Looking into your mind, or into the minds of others. Do you see? Do you finally see the Haze that covers the minds eye is truly there? I wish it would lift. But the old sins come back, and like a fire that will just not die the smoke returns to blind my eyes and lead me astray. Will I take the path? Will I walk down the path the great one tells me not too? I don't know, i suppose that chapter will have to come later. I have not proven him wrong yet. He speaks like no other and knows for too much for me to think i can break his way again. Do I want to take the path, yes of course i want to believe that i will not be lead astray and broken like i was before. But i made a promise that i would finally become, and how can one become when one is broken? I will not be broken again, i swear it...