Vederlo nei miei sogni

per sempre nei miei sogni (forever in my dreams), i have always thought of this when i think of you, my god just think of what that means, forever in my dreams. The dream world is the one place where you are king, you decide what happens there, not anybody else but you. So to say that you are forever in my dreams is to say that you own that part of me as well, first my heart, and then my head. My head was the one place of peace and happyness that i always went to when to day was to rough. And now i find you there as well. And i love every minute of it. So i think i am going to go to sleep now, to see you again. Vederlo nei miei sogni, ciao for now bella, ciao for now.

Deja Vu

Damn i miss you, if it wasn't for the fact that i don't know you, we would be perfect, till then i have to wait.

I don't know you, but i miss ya. You have never really know or wanted to know me, but i feel this pain of wanting you non the less. I miss you like the sun misses the flower, like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter, instead of beauty to direct it's light to, the heart becomes cold and desolate, just like the world your absence has banished me to. But this is all old news. You already knew this didn't you? No you didn't, thats because you never really wanted to know me, know about me. But one thing has changed this time around, me. Now, i am perfect, i evolved. I am happy. Not about us, i still need you. But in time that will change to, it always does, it always has. Thats how i know that it will. You see, this isn't the first time this has happened. Just a different name, different time, different person. But it always ends the same, and i don't think that will ever change, if it does, let me know.

Perfection

People have always strived to be perfect, little did they know that the only way it can happen is if you look in the very place you try to change first...your mind.

I have always looked to be better, to be like the people around me, perfect. I have always wanted to be, why wouldn't I. Why would i settle to be something like me when i could strive and maybe someday become that perfect person, the person maybe people will want to be like. But this day didn't come, i am still just who i am, still just a skinny little C.L.B., but you know what? I am happy, in my mind i am that perfect person. See idk when it hit me, maybe all those times i drank it finally kicked in, i don't care anymore. I like who i am, i like being the goof of the group. I like it, and i am happy for it. Don't get me wrong i still want to get stronger and better looking but it's not essential. I am what i am, and i am happy, because for the first time in my life i am at peace, i am perfect.