Another little rant...

"What is God and eternal life in paradise? Paradise is this fire, God is this dance and they last not just a moment but forever and ever..."

Star light, star light, wish i may wish i might, have the wish i wish tonight. And if i die before i wake, i pray the lord my soul to take. With my faith, here nor there. I pray the lord to watch my step. To watch me and keep him from coming, i think of me not that weak? Such is life in the end. But there is no way out, the path is set. The weak shall fall, i will not be broken again, he is coming....

Mirror...Mirror...

Mirror, mirror on the wall. Who is the most sane of them all? Not I? How silly. For I believe I am the righteous, I believe I have suffered enough. Acceptance? Give then receive is what I believed. But of course I was wrong yet again. Jack is coming, he is coming because of my failure, because I could not survive in such conditions. He is coming because I failed him, I failed me. And now, the weak shall fall away and the righteous and the pure shall inherit what will be left of this waste pile we call earth. He is coming and now I am afraid there is nothing I can do about it...

The Pit...

If I owned this place in hell? I would rent this place out, and live in hell...

Simple no? I would rather hell then what your God gave me. And how hipocritical this should be seeing as how I have written some religious blogs lately but I cannot hide the pain that no one but my mirror can see. I don't know whether this is good or not but we shall see in the end. No mirror, no worry? How simple...

The Gospel according to Mary...

Blessed are the pure of heart for they will see god, cursed are those who turn a blind eye to the pain and suffering of others. For it was said that one should work for their salvation through pain and suffering. Why turn your back on those who need you? Why go out of your way to cause pain? Why? Why? Why?! And Peter said unto Judas, if our lord has deemed her worthy, then why should we argue? Why would she be not worthy if our lord has deemed her so?

The world's greatest joke...

One night a man is walking his dog named Fido down the street when he spots a man on his hands and knees under a streetlight. The dog walker then asks the man if he has lost anything? Man says "yeah i lost my contact lens." So the dog walker ties Fido to a phone pole and gets down on his hands and knees to help. They search up and down, back and forth beneath that light. Fifteen minutes later the dog walker (yes fido is still tied up so we are still calling him the dog walker) says "buddy i can't find it anywhere. Are you sure it popped out here?" The man says "No i lost it over in the park." "The park?!" the dog walker says, "Then why the hell are you looking for it in the street?" The man then points to the streetlight and says "Better light here..."

Why is this the worlds greatest joke? Because given the choice between groping in the dark and searching hopelessly in the light, ninety-nine out of a hundred would pick the light everytime...

the gospel according to the holy spirit in accordance to truth and mercy...

the holy spirit was the guiding force that helped and preserved peace and sanity in the diciples. Kept them on the path of rightousness and truth. Helped them see what was right and what was wrong. We all have this guiding force behind us we just need to find it and truley listen otherwise we are doomed to insanity and stupidity. We all have that one guiding force, it is usually the one place that we never look or expect it to be. It is usually that one ugly annoying kid that gives you the advice that you would listen to if it were anybody else. But you simply ignore the advice and the words of truth that he speaks even tho deep down you know them to be true. You need only to reach out and grab the idea's and the words to understand them. In most cases you already understand you just choose not too. But do not trouble or worry, most do not really believe that the lord has a hand in their lives until it is too late. It all takes alittle time, but when you do truly understand, it brings you to new life and understanding. And the world opens up in a whole new way.

The Gospel According to Judas

The enemies of the righteous will be consumed in the fires of their own stupidity... Psalm 34:16

The gospels were written by people believed they had a bird's eye view of events that changed Christianity. Mathieu, mark, Luke and john. And then they found a gospel which they never ever believed would write it. Judas. Apparently the most hated man in religion is back. According to those words that he wrote in Gnostic, he played a major part in what was to become the death of Jesus. But not the way you think. According to these writings he was to become the greatest and it was peter to become the blind one. But in the end Christ saw different. And one of his greatest disciples was to become the fall man to show more people to crust's love. Do I agree with this? No. I see no point in severing a great friendship to bring others to the light, whether it be the fake light, and cult or truly something to pray for. Shouldn't happen, but it did. Silly how some people can be so damn blind, so stupid and not even see it. I suppose they never ever will but that is their path, and I shouldn't fault them for being retarded as they are, and make no mistake about it they ARE retarded for even believing in some of their ludicrous ideas just shouts insanity like no other. But let it be, like it is said, they will be consumed, I no longer need them. I never truly did....

p.s.-you gave me your freaking number whore, and no matter how you blame it on booze, you are. And everybody knows it, that's the funny thing seeing as how we all think it is.