Sunday, February 25, 2007

just thinkin...

Out of exile we can now see and hear things we have never felt before. We can now think like we have never thought before. Hell when your hollow, you can do anything...

So far away yet i can still hear you think? Sad that i know so much and others are too stupid or ignorent to see. Its alittle too late to see because it always comes true. Sometimes i just hate being right...

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Waste not, Want not...

The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who in the name of charity and good will shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brothers keeper and the finder of lost children. And i will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those attempt to poison and destroy my brothers and you will know my name is the lord when i lay my vengeance upon thee...Ezekiel 25-17...

Do not fear, for the lord shall keep you free. Want not the sins of the flesh for they will lead the becoming into the fiery pit. Would you deny the world your unique vision? No. Therefore it will be as before. Waste nothing that is given, want nothing but perfection...

Sunday, February 04, 2007

no one listens to the begger...

I over heard this conversation between an old man and a small child, so young and niave it was funny yet so realistic and it touched me in a way i may never be able to describe...

Child: mister mister! what is love? I love my mommy and my daddy but i don't know what love is. Have you ever been in love?

Old man: Love? Love child is fake. Tis just a thought like seeing something through a fog. The image really isn't like you would like it to be. Was i in love? Yes. Though no one believed it. Thinkin that love should only come from both ways which is in itself rediculus and stupid, short sited if anything. But i will not discourage you. I will let you realize this on your own. Love is just what women believe it to be. For all they love (and by "they" i mean women) is money and sex. Nothing more. For i have seen sun rises and sun sets and through them all i have seen that personality sits at the bottom of the totem pole. So child when you start treating women like what they really are, skin and bone, you will truly find that is what they really are. Skin for looks and bone...well you will find out what that means soon enough.

Child: But mister, there has to be one out there that cares for the mind?

Old man: No. im sorry to say but there is not. When it comes down to it there is nothing. And when you finally treat women like they treat us then you will be all the happyier. You will not be broken uppon the rocks of there inablitiy to see the pain they put us through. For twice in my life i had a gun to my head of my own choosing because i could not face the day. For a women drove my wretched mind from my body and split me in two, and god sat there and laughed and made me sit through it all and yet here i am. No child love is dead, god is dead. And there will never be happiness until you see it. I pity you for you will have all this to look forward too where is i have seen the light and it disgusts me to no end. Such a pity that the blind lead the blind and no one listen's to the begger. So in closing my child this is my warning to you. Love no one but yourself, because when it comes down to the day of judgement not even your god will love you, not even your god will care. For he puts you through so much pain and torture, just to put the next person through more. Love yourself for you are the only one who will...